Love hate confusion

I hate you!
These words stuck in my head...
I don't want to breathe...
wish I was dead.
You taught me to live,
now teach me to die.
You teach me to smile,
because you only taught me to...cry...

Now I'm here.
Bleeding out.
Now I'm here.
hear me shout.
I...Hate...you...
Because you...killed...me...
You killed me.

I love you,
I hate you.
I can't breathe without you.
You love me,
you hate me.
I can't live without you!
Still stuck in this life of lies.
With no one here to wipe my eyes...
I love you
I hate you.
I feel you.
I taste you.
But, I still...Hate you.

I tried to smile,
but, it doesn't stay.
I tried to keep,
but, it slipped away.
I thought you loved me.
I thought you were my friend.
I thought you cared.
this is the end!

I love you,
I hate you.
I can't breathe without you.
You love me,
you hate me.
I can't live without you!
Still stuck in this life of lies.
With no one here to wipe my eyes...
I love you
I hate you.
I feel you.
I taste you.
But, I still...Hate you.

I thought I moved on.
I thought I was over this.
But, I can't help it.
I STILL FEEL LIKE SHIT!
These thoughts won't leave.
These thoughts in my head...
I've to come to see...
That I'm better off DEAD!

I love you,
I hate you.
I can't breathe without you.
You love me,
you hate me.
I can't live without you!
Still stuck in this life of lies.
With no one here to wipe my eyes...
I love you
I hate you.
I feel you.
I taste you.
But, I still...Hate you.

I love you
I hate you...
I love you
I hate you...
I love you...