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I can't stop it.

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There you go again,
On your knees.
Throwing up,
just for you're needs.

And I can't stop it.

You're skin and bones.
sitting all alone.
with no where to call home.

And I can't stop it.

You're wasting away.
You're crying everyday.
You want me to stay,
but, you tell me to go away...

And I can't stop it.

You're getting thinner and thinner.
You're not eating dinner.
You think you're a sinner.

And I can't stop it.

I beg you to eat.
You beg me to leave you alone.
I'm watching you fade away.
Becoming skin and bone.

And I can't stop it.

Why won't you just listen?
you are the most important thing to me.
You're fucking killing yourself!
Can't you see!?

And...

I feel like I'm losing.
the one person I love the most.
I'm watching you get thinner.
with each pound you lost.

I...

I'm crying and crying.
I know you're dying.
Are you even trying!?

Can't...

I wish you were here to hold.
I would bring you from this cold.
These lies are really getting old.

Stop it...

You say you love me,
you say you try...
But, its easy to see you don't love me enough...
Because you still want to die.

AND I CAN'T STOP IT!!!!
:cries: WHY CAN'T HE STOP FOR ME!
I'M SO FUCKING SCARED!
I'm losing the one person I love more then anything and I CAN'T FUCKING STOP IT!!!

ANOREXIA KILLS!
Not just the person but, everyone around her or him.
© 2009 - 2024 SolitaryChild
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I've read a lot of your poems but I love this one the best. The format is brilliant, it flows and the emotions are raw and evident =)

I don't know how long ago you wrote this but I hope whoever you are worried about is okay now... I had a friend who threatened suicide for months and I would wake each day wondering if she was still alive. So I completely understand your feelings - those few months nearly destroyed me and I'm still suffering =(

Just remember those who love you and, in the end, that people will chose what to do with their lives =(

I know it hurts. Stay strong xxxxx

:hug: