Sta.sh
when you abuse me.
by ~SolitaryChildYou're finger tips digging into my skin.
I'll never forget the pain you left me in.
the way you touched me made me feel used.
Because with the way you treated me I was abused.
You touched me in places I didn't want.
The memories still haunt.
everytime I see someone I think its you.
I'm scared to death for what you put me through.
You're hands pinning me to the floor.
this pain makes me feel like I'm not me anymore.
I'm watching helplessly from a far.
Like a broken, fallen star.
Now I feel used like I've never been before.
Do you feel better when I fall to the floor?
I don't feel like anyone, definitely not me.
Someone say I'm not what he made me be.
I like this. Srry for whut happened tho I sometimes feel the same
thanks. I'm sorry you know how that feels, its a horrible feeling.
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This Emo Joe: [link]
Hardcore Yaoi Fangirl.
Have a problem with it?
Then you can go fuck yourself!
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I'm not gonna change the way I look or the way I feel 2 conform 2 anything. I've always been a freak. So I've been a freak all my life and I have to live with tht, u know. I'm 1 of those people.
It still bothers me to this day. I always think he's gonna find me and...do something to me.
Its really scary at times
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This Emo Joe: [link]
Hardcore Yaoi Fangirl.
Have a problem with it?
Then you can go fuck yourself!
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I'm not gonna change the way I look or the way I feel 2 conform 2 anything. I've always been a freak. So I've been a freak all my life and I have to live with tht, u know. I'm 1 of those people.
Yeah, I'll do that
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This Emo Joe: [link]
Hardcore Yaoi Fangirl.
Have a problem with it?
Then you can go fuck yourself!
you dont need a man to get you through life girl. my heart goes out to you. <3 ----------->you
I actally did find the perfect guy, he's never laid a hand on me, he's never even gotten angry with me. He's my best friend. He was a lot beter then the last guy.
thanks again.
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This Emo Joe: [link]
Hardcore Yaoi Fangirl.
Have a problem with it?
Then you can go fuck yourself!
But I feel myself miles away from understanding you in any more but fragments. All that I feel capable of is telling you that I hope for you, like I still believe others do aswell, and that I hope you do still even tough the story that you write is Heartbreaking. Some of my Friends are in sad situations, but few had to face what you do. I bow before your abillity to write it down, and I like to think that it makes things easier on you. If you think of this text as nonsense I'm pretty sure you'll be able to let it fall beside your bigger problems, but know that your writings capture the hearts of readers and thereby are something special and precious.
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This Emo Joe: [link]
Hardcore Yaoi Fangirl.
Have a problem with it?
Then you can go fuck yourself!