Weak

broken mind, I need help
I can't seem to find or fix myself
Lost in time, such a ugly place
With each line, I'm losing my face
starting over new, because I have to
Change myself yet not be like you
But I'm empty within, only so much one can take
Trapped under my skin, I told myself not to break
And if I do, pick up the bits
Smile and pretend
Like I don't give a shit

Who are you but who am I?
Words sound true but They're a lie
Happines so new but then it dies
I don't know what do, so I look inside
Inside I find hollow, no surprise
Don't want to face tomorrow, so I hide
deep in the darkness, where I find something more
Don't know what started this, but theres blood on the floor
What looked to be nothing turned into a freak
A monster inside, pretending to be weak