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Tired.

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Literature Text

I don't get it, I'd do anything for you,
but, you never seem to love me too.
I've bled for you, screamed for you to see.
I've starved for you, hoping you'd love me.
I've cried for you,
hell I would die for you.

I work so hard to be good enough.
I've got through so much stuff.
But, I'm tired of lying,
Tired of crying,
tired of never being enough for you,
I'm tired of everything you do,
tired of bleeding,
Tired of needing,
Tired of starving just to be skinny for you,
I'm tired of feeling,
tired of never healing,
I'm tired of what you do...

maybe, honey, I'm just tired of you.
yeah, I wrote this cause I was thinking about everything I've done for him, the crying, the cutting, starving, throwing up, etc. and I'm tired of trying to make him happy...cause no matter what I do, I'll never be good enough for him.
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Lizz11991's avatar
wow this really relates to whats goin on with me too. I love him but its hard to let go because me n him have been through so much. but im tired of the crying and lying too..
i hope you get through this =]