I try to replace my hurt with hate
trying to erase each and every mistake
I look at the clock, its getting late
but I still just wanna stay awake.
because I've been having these dreams
they're coming to get me
demons with bat wings
and visions so bloody
but sometimes its lovely
my eyes all buggy
I can't tell reality from whats in my head
I don't need any rest, I'll get enough sleep when I'm dead
instead I just sit and try to deal with it
laughing like its funny, but really its just bloody.
I see these flashes that don't make any sense
stabmarks and knife slashes, my muscles all tense
The voices in my head, I'm confused by the things I see
I'm always watching my back because everyone wants to kill me
I'll switch my heart for a target
rip you apart, til you're dead on the carpit
I'm losing my mind, I'm falling behind
But I'm still laughing, I'm over the line
And my mind is spinning, each word I write is raw
I'm getting so tired, but I don't want to sleep at all
Because they're waiting in my dreams
they're waiting for me
So I can see blood and hear screams
They're coming to get me
Most of the local bands in this area don't really have good writers or talent with words or lyrics. you certainly do and write like some people eat drink screw or breathe, out of need. you have to write or something in you would wither and die.
I respect that about you and applaud it. Keep writing don't let that beautiful soul in you perish.