literature

The razor and the slice.

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Don't know why I even try to live like a person.
I'll just kill myself like some poison.
I'm sick, I tell you.
I don't know what I'm gonna do.
I'm slowly losing my head.
I'm shocked I'm not dead.

I slid that razor deeper, so I can cut off the skin.
Trying to forget the pain I'm in.
My eyes no longer cry.
I feel like I'm gonna die.
These cuts keep bleeding.
I feel dead even though I'm breathing.
I don't understand myself anymore.
Lying here, cold and alone on the floor.
Slice right through the vein and let it bleed.
Hurting myself seems like a need.
Begging for some help, but, help never will come.
I force myself to be so numb.
I swear I'll be the death of me.
Why the fuck do I have to be?
Cutting myself is the only thing that keeps me alive...
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LostDeathAngel's avatar
I know how you feel. my new couciler (sp) said there is no cutting while seeing her... this is going to be tuff! kinda don't want to leave it alone yet you know!