Nothing lasts forever

I smile at you,
to hide the pain.
I've never felt so stupid.
and so ashamed.

I watched you love her,
through out the day...
Hoping that
I can bleed you away.

"Nothing lasts forever"
I keep saying.
"Please god give him to me,"
I keep on praying.

You held her hand,
kissed her too.
I just keep telling myself,
one day I'll get you.

Up through high school,
I watched it play out,
I smiled and laughed,
when I wanted to shout.

It won't last, it won't last,
It won't, I swear.
Soon you'll be mine,
When she's not there...

"It won't last,
nothing lasts forever."
I told myself that...
until the day you married her.