Lost within myself.

Torture, Pain.  I hate this, Make it end.
Alone, with no one for a friend.
Why does this loneliness, make me feel dead.
Like I'm lost in my very own head.
Sow my mouth shut, so I must not lie.
Yank the eyes from my head, so I cannot cry.
I'm alone, I'm lost inside this sin.
I'm dead, I'm dying within.
Its like I'm lost within me.
Scared of what I may be.
Shaking, crying.
Lost and dying.
Do you love me? Do you hate me?
Because I'm all alone you see.
I'm lost, I'm unreal.
I'm just praying for someone to help me heal.