I shouldn't care...

Everytime I see you,
I wonder if you're okay.
I wonder if you think about me,
like I think about you everyday.

Whenever I see you cry,
I want to wipe the tears.
whenever I see you scared,
I want to stop your fears.

But, I shouldn't care,
cause you never did about me.
You never really understood,
I never could get you to see...

Even though I begged you
not to leave me here alone.
and when you did I built up a wall,
made of thick stone.

I told myself not to love you again,
yet I still care.
I told myself not to miss you,
and I still wish you were there.

I shouldn't give a shit,
I shouldn't care about you.
I shouldn't even think twice..
but....I do..