literature

I haven't loved

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Literature Text

Stop
calm down
breathe.

Food
has now become
my worst enemy.

Never felt
hunger
at this level.

I can't quit now
I made a deal
with the devil.

On my knees
I've failed
again.

All alone
waiting
in the rain.

Calm down
breathe
Don't cry now.

Hold it in
zip it up
don't allow.

I haven't
loved,
haven't cried.

Ever since
the day
you died...
I don't know what made me write this.
But, its a poem about my emotions,
my anorexia,
my depression,
And the feelings of that I might be losing my best friend and the love of my life...
© 2009 - 2024 SolitaryChild
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Pwincessnaveera's avatar
Please don't give up! :/ Anorexia is a fuckhead really..I agree with iknowdragons,It's hard to stop >.< But you have to let the anger go,when i aet food i feel angry sometimes;And Well,if you stop,maybe he'll stop too? :/
*hugs* I'm worried ._. Your bestfriend;Ryan? Is this abt him?..i know he means alot to you,i hope you don't loose him,don't worry you won't! :) just talk to him alot