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There you go again,
On your knees.
Throwing up,
just for you're needs.

And I can't stop it.

You're skin and bones.
sitting all alone.
with no where to call home.

And I can't stop it.

You're wasting away.
You're crying everyday.
You want me to stay,
but, you tell me to go away...

And I can't stop it.

You're getting thinner and thinner.
You're not eating dinner.
You think you're a sinner.

And I can't stop it.

I beg you to eat.
You beg me to leave you alone.
I'm watching you fade away.
Becoming skin and bone.

And I can't stop it.

Why won't you just listen?
you are the most important thing to me.
You're fucking killing yourself!
Can't you see!?

And...

I feel like I'm losing.
the one person I love the most.
I'm watching you get thinner.
with each pound you lost.

I...

I'm crying and crying.
I know you're dying.
Are you even trying!?

Can't...

I wish you were here to hold.
I would bring you from this cold.
These lies are really getting old.

Stop it...

You say you love me,
you say you try...
But, its easy to see you don't love me enough...
Because you still want to die.

AND I CAN'T STOP IT!!!!
:cries: WHY CAN'T HE STOP FOR ME!
I'M SO FUCKING SCARED!
I'm losing the one person I love more then anything and I CAN'T FUCKING STOP IT!!!

ANOREXIA KILLS!
Not just the person but, everyone around her or him.
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Devoid93 Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2009
I've read a lot of your poems but I love this one the best. The format is brilliant, it flows and the emotions are raw and evident =)

I don't know how long ago you wrote this but I hope whoever you are worried about is okay now... I had a friend who threatened suicide for months and I would wake each day wondering if she was still alive. So I completely understand your feelings - those few months nearly destroyed me and I'm still suffering =(

Just remember those who love you and, in the end, that people will chose what to do with their lives =(

I know it hurts. Stay strong xxxxx

:hug:
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SolitaryChild Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2009  Hobbyist Writer
thanks.

I wrote this a while ago when my best friend passed out and went into the hospital for at least a month.
I seriously thought he was going to die.
It scared me shitless.
but, he didn't stop.
he kept on going down and down.
I finally talked to him when he got out of the hospital and he and I agreed we would start eating again.

he's actually doing a lot better now.
he threw out his razorblades the other day too.

I'm sorry you had to go through that. I know it feels so painful.
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Queen-Odd Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2009
i wish i could say something to help...
i am very sorry.

i love the poem though.very powerful.
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SolitaryChild Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2009  Hobbyist Writer
thanks.

I'm sure it'll be okay.
I just worry about him a lot. =(
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Queen-Odd Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2009
no prob.

it will be.
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RockerLane1110 Featured By Owner May 29, 2009  Hobbyist Writer
I'm so sorry to hear that. I hope he gets better. I hope you get better too.
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SolitaryChild Featured By Owner May 30, 2009  Hobbyist Writer
thanks.
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Pwincessnaveera Featured By Owner May 24, 2009
*huggles* :/ Gahh,I wish he stops,maybe if he reads the poem,i know you love him alot,and never want to loose him :/ just tell him everything >.<! :(

Yea,the poem...i can relate... ._. i have been pretty fucking weak lately....

:hug: :heart:
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SolitaryChild Featured By Owner May 26, 2009  Hobbyist Writer
Yeah, but, he won't see the poem. He hasn't been on in the longest time and he doesn't have a DA...=(

I'm sorry hun, try to eat some.

:hug: :heart:
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Pwincessnaveera Featured By Owner May 29, 2009
Oh? :/ Can't you send him the poem? Or post in a bulletin? :/

I am trying... I just don't want to eat,it makes me mad :/ -sigghs- but i also want to eat :|
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SolitaryChild Featured By Owner May 30, 2009  Hobbyist Writer
he's not online. His sister said something about them moving away for his protection, I don't know what happened but, he was in the hospital for a little and he's out now but, I'm still worried.
He won't see it if I post it in a bulletin. =(

I know. I don't want to eat ether. But, you have to. Its hard but, try to eat for me.
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Xx-LoStLiNk-xX Featured By Owner May 23, 2009  Hobbyist General Artist
:tears:what a powerful poem...and the meaning is so sad...
Please keep on trying, maybe if he sees your effort, oen day he will understand,just don't lose hope!:hug:
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SolitaryChild Featured By Owner May 23, 2009  Hobbyist Writer
thanks so much. :hug:
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Xx-LoStLiNk-xX Featured By Owner May 23, 2009  Hobbyist General Artist
you're so welcome dear:)
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hellsingwarrior Featured By Owner May 19, 2009
You must be going through withdrawals now but I hope things get better soon. I highly sympathize you because I lost a friend to the same problem. I hope you can get your friend back and end this pain on you and him.
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SolitaryChild Featured By Owner May 20, 2009  Hobbyist Writer
Yeah, I hope I can help him...I don't really know how to help anymore.
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hellsingwarrior Featured By Owner May 20, 2009
I was the same way (having no idea what to do) and I had to let my friend find out their solution on their own. I pray the best for him and be by his side for as long as you can (a chance I never got).
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SolitaryChild Featured By Owner May 21, 2009  Hobbyist Writer
I will stay by his side for as long as I can. I could never give up on him.
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unforgetablesoul Featured By Owner May 19, 2009  Hobbyist Artist
that is true :( it does kill everyone around them, not just them
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SolitaryChild Featured By Owner May 20, 2009  Hobbyist Writer
so true. =(
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karateangel Featured By Owner May 19, 2009
that's really sad. :(

i hope he can stop and get some help.
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SolitaryChild Featured By Owner May 20, 2009  Hobbyist Writer
I hope so too...=(
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GuitarSapir Featured By Owner May 19, 2009
omg! i am so sorry for you! :tears: I know you are really trying to make this person stop, but don't give up on this, maybe you will be the one who saves him. *Hug*
really strong poem! i adore it!
:heart:
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SolitaryChild Featured By Owner May 19, 2009  Hobbyist Writer
thanks so much.
Its just so hard, I don't know what I can do. I haven't heard from him in weeks. he's all the way in another state and I'm worried sick that I'm gonna lose him. =( :tears:
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GuitarSapir Featured By Owner May 20, 2009
just so you know, I know how you feel.. I have a friend form another country and she is struggling with suicide thoughts, and I feel like I can't do anything about it, and i am scared.. But the fact that i am there for her and talking to her helps..
*Hug*
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SolitaryChild Featured By Owner May 20, 2009  Hobbyist Writer
aw, I'm sorry.
I hope you can talk to her and help her. its hard but, stay by her side. the last thing suicidal people want is to be alone.
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GuitarSapir Featured By Owner May 20, 2009
true, she helps me and I help her, just by being there for each other.
:hug:
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SolitaryChild Featured By Owner May 21, 2009  Hobbyist Writer
thats great!
:hug:
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