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There you go again,
On your knees.
Throwing up,
just for you're needs.

And I can't stop it.

You're skin and bones.
sitting all alone.
with no where to call home.

And I can't stop it.

You're wasting away.
You're crying everyday.
You want me to stay,
but, you tell me to go away...

And I can't stop it.

You're getting thinner and thinner.
You're not eating dinner.
You think you're a sinner.

And I can't stop it.

I beg you to eat.
You beg me to leave you alone.
I'm watching you fade away.
Becoming skin and bone.

And I can't stop it.

Why won't you just listen?
you are the most important thing to me.
You're fucking killing yourself!
Can't you see!?

And...

I feel like I'm losing.
the one person I love the most.
I'm watching you get thinner.
with each pound you lost.

I...

I'm crying and crying.
I know you're dying.
Are you even trying!?

Can't...

I wish you were here to hold.
I would bring you from this cold.
These lies are really getting old.

Stop it...

You say you love me,
you say you try...
But, its easy to see you don't love me enough...
Because you still want to die.

AND I CAN'T STOP IT!!!!
:cries: WHY CAN'T HE STOP FOR ME!
I'M SO FUCKING SCARED!
I'm losing the one person I love more then anything and I CAN'T FUCKING STOP IT!!!

ANOREXIA KILLS!
Not just the person but, everyone around her or him.
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Devoid93 Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2009
I've read a lot of your poems but I love this one the best. The format is brilliant, it flows and the emotions are raw and evident =)

I don't know how long ago you wrote this but I hope whoever you are worried about is okay now... I had a friend who threatened suicide for months and I would wake each day wondering if she was still alive. So I completely understand your feelings - those few months nearly destroyed me and I'm still suffering =(

Just remember those who love you and, in the end, that people will chose what to do with their lives =(

I know it hurts. Stay strong xxxxx

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SolitaryChild Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2009  Hobbyist Writer
thanks.

I wrote this a while ago when my best friend passed out and went into the hospital for at least a month.
I seriously thought he was going to die.
It scared me shitless.
but, he didn't stop.
he kept on going down and down.
I finally talked to him when he got out of the hospital and he and I agreed we would start eating again.

he's actually doing a lot better now.
he threw out his razorblades the other day too.

I'm sorry you had to go through that. I know it feels so painful.
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Queen-Odd Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2009
i wish i could say something to help...
i am very sorry.

i love the poem though.very powerful.
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SolitaryChild Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2009  Hobbyist Writer
thanks.

I'm sure it'll be okay.
I just worry about him a lot. =(
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Queen-Odd Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2009
no prob.

it will be.
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RockerLane1110 Featured By Owner May 29, 2009  Hobbyist Writer
I'm so sorry to hear that. I hope he gets better. I hope you get better too.
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SolitaryChild Featured By Owner May 30, 2009  Hobbyist Writer
thanks.
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Pwincessnaveera Featured By Owner May 24, 2009
*huggles* :/ Gahh,I wish he stops,maybe if he reads the poem,i know you love him alot,and never want to loose him :/ just tell him everything >.<! :(

Yea,the poem...i can relate... ._. i have been pretty fucking weak lately....

:hug: :heart:
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SolitaryChild Featured By Owner May 26, 2009  Hobbyist Writer
Yeah, but, he won't see the poem. He hasn't been on in the longest time and he doesn't have a DA...=(

I'm sorry hun, try to eat some.

:hug: :heart:
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Pwincessnaveera Featured By Owner May 29, 2009
Oh? :/ Can't you send him the poem? Or post in a bulletin? :/

I am trying... I just don't want to eat,it makes me mad :/ -sigghs- but i also want to eat :|
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