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H-E-A-R-T-L-E-S-S

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I keep seeing things that aren't even there
I think I'm going crazy, but I don't really care
nightmares everywhere, everynight got me fallin out of bed
And the voices in my head they said
I'll be happier if they were all dead
Visions of gaping gashes, blood and gore
skin covered in slashes, bleeding out on the floor
Then I wake up from that awful nightmare
Open my eyes and FUCK IT, Its still there.

Now i'm itching for somebody to get hurt
until the blood stains the floor and slatters on my shirt
When I'm alone, the walls start to drip
red thick blood, and i'm starting to feel sick
I think I may slip and kill them like the voices say
I keep taking all the pills but them fuckers won't go away.
I've been on these meds for seven years every single day
It never helps, and the Doctor keeps asking
"What are they saying Nerissa?" and they start laughing
They tell me to kill him, in a evil voice
And my mind's too clouded to make a straight choice.
But instead I just answer with "Oh just the usual stuff."
And then the doctor says "Oh you're just not taking enough."
And gives me more pills, saying it'll go away
But still every day, the voices they stay.

I may look fine, but I'm a pretty good actress
I've got some sick thoughts in my mind
like bitches bleeding on the mattress
gaping hole from the hatchet
bury me in a casket,
pine stained with the blood of my enemies
Human skin as fabric pulled over pillows of intestines
Yeah, they'd all be happy to see me six feet deep
No funeral, no flowers, no body gonna weep
Then I'll return from the dead and murder them in their sleep.

I think somebody's watching me, I think I'm going mad
I've lost every ounce of sanity i ever had
I'm tired being fucked with, that shit isn't even true
Step in my way again, I swear I'll fucking destroy you
And no matter what I do, I can't possibly stop this
I'll admit it, its true, I'm fucking heartless
And when I'm dead I'll finally get rest
until then I'll carve H-E-A-R-T-L-E-S-S
in big bloody letters on my chest
something I've been working on...
© 2012 - 2024 SolitaryChild
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Jesusholdem's avatar
Awesom you use it the casket well dobe didnr even miss a beat