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~SolitaryChild

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Kill me.

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Kill me.

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Please, just kill me and throw my body in the lake.
Please, kill me, Choke me like a snake.
Murder me, destory me, make sure I'm dead.
Kill me please! Rip off my head.
Slit my wrists, slice my skin.
Kill me, make sure I don't win.
Poison me with pills,
make me drink until it kills.
Break every bone in my body, make me die.
Torture me, pluck out my eye.
Hang me, rape me, kill me please!
Cut me, hack me, I'm on my knees.
Cut off my fingers one at a time.
drink me to death with red wine.
Put a bullet in my temple, a gun between the eyes.
Shoot me, and make sure my heart dies.
Kill me please, I don't wanna live anymore.
murder me, leave me dead on the floor.
I hate my life, I hate who I am.
I am so lost under my skin.
Cut my open, kill me, I'm begging you!
Please, do the worst you can do.
Oh, person in the mirror staring back into my eyes.
Kill me, please, make sure my soul dies.

Just kill me...
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Kill me. February 26, 2008 321 comments 250 favourites

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The Diary Of A Loner 12 Apirl Eighth 2012

I don't know why I keep cutting myself.  I had no reason to do it.  Today was good...I just wanted to do it.

Instinct is taking over.  I'm starting to get used to the feeling of the cold, steel blade cutting and slicing into my skin.  And the sound it makes.  An awfully beautiful ripping or tearing sound.  Its become an enjoyment for me to hear that sound.  Makes it all the more real.

Then the blood emerges from the cut and trickles down over the other cuts, running one after another after another up my arm.

I'm starting to get used to the bloodstains all over the sleeves of my hoodie.  The rich, red goo that sticks the The Diary Of A Loner 12 by ~SolitaryChild
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The Diary Of A Serial Killer 11 March 31, 2012

It starts with this cold, cruel air, breathing down my neck.  Whispers in my ears yelling through clenched, razor-sharp teeth.  It screams for blood, revenge and freedom.  Freedom from this cage I've built it the depths of my mind.

Then the old reaches my insides, and the shaking starts to run up and down my body.  My chest gets tight, throat closes making breathing impossible.  These fingers of energy touch the insides of my brain.

The flashes start up. Friends, enemies, neighbors, people I've never even met.  Lying dead at my feet.  Blood all over my hanThe Diary Of A Serial Killer 11 by ~SolitaryChild
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The Diary Of A Serial Killer 10 March 5th, 2012

Theres some feelings I don't want to touch with a fifty foot poll. Chained to the floor by the fear of rejection.  
Theres flashes I push away, because they scare me.  because all I see is blood on my hands, and rubbed on my face.
theres some visions I try to keep to myself.  Shredded meet lying on the floor.  flesh hanging on the walls, A pile of bones by the corner.  Where I sit and hold my head.
Theres emotions that make me feel sick, Thoughts that flash through my brain.

I followed a girl on a run today, she caught my eye, she was dressed in all black, with her brown hair pulled back and I couldnt help but stare as shThe Diary Of A Serial Killer 10 by ~SolitaryChild
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Zone The tingles in the back of my neck.
Blurr in my eyes
raw feeling of my throat.
the warmth inside.
Hold the glass to my lips,
breathe in the flame.
Listen to the music
Let it wash away my pain.
Kiss the smoke
A goodnight free
Let me fall
Into a peaceful sleepZone by ~SolitaryChild
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YAY! 300 WATCHERS!!!

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Oh my gods, thanks everyone. =)
I'm at 300 watchers now. =)
You all are so awesome.
THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!

You get cookies, cakes, and cupcakes.

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My name's Nerissa, I'm 593 years of age. XD
I am a Twilight Saga hater.
and a Vampire Knight Lover.
I also love Vincent Valentine to death (and would shag him any day of the week.)
I love girly guys, who are major Uke's and that will let me protect them and beat up any girl (or guy) that looks they're way. XP
I'm dating the love of my life Chris, and have been for over a year now. He's the sweetest boy in the world and I would rip out my heart and give it to him if I could.
I would take down anyone or anything that tried to come between us. He is my everything.

Likes: Vampires (that don't sparkle), My boyfriend, manga, emo/screamo music, eye liner, punk music, boys in eyeliner, emo boys, fangs, Vincent Valentine, Anime, Loveless, Vampire Knight, Final Fantasy, Kadaj, YAOI, guys making out, torture, blood, gore, bondage yaoi, emo yaoi, gothic yaoi, any-yaoi-as-long-as-it-doesn't-have-muscular-guys, edward scrissorhands, gothic make-up, My friends :heart:, screaming, Alesana (Because they're mad sexy and my friend looks like Shawn, and its hot.), OH! CROSS-DRESSING!, cosplay, whacky clothes, etc.

Dislikes: twilight saga, lairs, preppy people, jocks, homophobes :pissedoff:, sparkling 'Vampire' twats, fake anorexics, fake cutters, whiny chicks, jackass guys, rape, abuse, the assfucks who hurt my friends or family, people who call me a fag, Country music, Rap (unless its Hollywood undead), and much, much more.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: In hell.
  • Interests: Yaoi...mostly.
  • Favourite movie: Edward scrissorhands
  • Favourite band or musician: Hollywood undead, silverstein, Alesana
  • Favourite genre of music: Punk, Emo, Rock, screamo, Mental, pretty much anything hard.
  • Favourite artist: too many to pick from
  • Favourite poet or writer: too many to pick from
  • Favourite photographer: Too Many to Pick from.
  • Favourite style of art: Bondage or Gothic Yaoi
  • Favourite cartoon character: Omg, Zero Kiryu!
  • Personal Quote: The lies in life are what make things interesting
  • Tools of the Trade: a spoon

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Mood: Joy ~Ahzronskaa Mar 10, 2012
Add me to your list of watcher's, lady! It really makes me happy to "hear" that you're with a good guy and have some good things happening in your life!
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~GoWeegie Mar 6, 2012
Hey, I'm sorry if that other guy hurt your feelings. You know, that troll person. Yeah. I gave him a good word or two.
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Mood: Joy ~DPGRATLAHTTYDinlove Nov 24, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
Happy Thanksgiving! (I just realized you were from the States) xD

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"Over and over, I fall for you. Over and over, I try not to. Over and over, you make me fall for you. Over and over, you don't even try to."
Me and her. I can't be friends with a liar. I won't be. But, over and over, I fall for you.
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:weed: mine!
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~wastednightmare Oct 30, 2011  Student General Artist
Heyas love your da id made me giggle :3
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Mood: Happy *Legion117 Oct 27, 2011  Hobbyist Artist
O and tho its a bit soon happy Halloween and samhain ^^ my friend
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~CaptainDeannaV Aug 30, 2011  Student Writer
Wow I love your DA I.d you speak the truth :) your awesome.
I love your photo of the mushroom by the way.. are you a Wicca?

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~SolitaryChild Sep 4, 2011
Yes, I am a Witch. And thanks. =)

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This Emo Joe: [link]

Hardcore Yaoi Fangirl.
Have a problem with it?
Then you can go fuck yourself!
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~CaptainDeannaV Sep 4, 2011  Student Writer
I'm learning the path of the Wicca lol the one thing I always remember is "do as you will if no harm be done" :)

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~SolitaryChild Oct 21, 2011
that's the thing that always sticks to me too. Wicca and Witchcraft is a beautiful religion. I hope it goes well for you.

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This Emo Joe: [link]

Hardcore Yaoi Fangirl.
Have a problem with it?
Then you can go fuck yourself!
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Mood: Love ~Calvinator101 Jun 22, 2011
you are perfectly beautiful
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